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it's never end

2010-03-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

it's hard to me, to use the library computer to blogging :P Oh well, i didn't miss you guys :P kidding lah, I miss my roman ROFL! Well, new friends, new place, new collage, can I handle it?

Dear dear

2010-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Well, I gonna say that IM KINDA HATE FOLLOWING MY PARENT TO GO ANYWHERE wtf, today's bad day, screw my dad, he kinda, "eh faster lah, faster faster! WTH R U DOING INSIDE?! U know what time is it?" fuck him, jz 4pm n he want go back our hotel already. Its kinda, FUCKING ANNOYING LIKE A CHILD KEEP WANTING CANDY! And that time im busying with my room thing wtf. I sware I wont go out with him again ccb. Ma de, im so pissed man, really ccb.

Haiz, don't talk bout this lah, I miss you guys, very. And I miss my son roman too, hope he's okay (L) im good here and its kinda...donno how say hahaha, and now waiting natalie, vivien, and eunice come to join me HAHAHA, please do miss me <3 bye.

I'm still

2010-03-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

别打开礼物的缎带

最初充满期待最后都腐败

别打开午夜的电台

别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱并没有教给我生存

只教我交易虚荣给天真

可是爱让我们变成陌生人

却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我只要抱着我

不要爱我做我的亲人

把手借我一天一分钟

做我最亲密的亲人

不是谁的情人谁的某某某

就算我全身湿透透

我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走

如果我还握住拳头

可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱并不如你想的万能

不能让我们不再战争

可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲

谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我只要抱着我

不要爱我做我的亲人

把手借我一天一分钟

让我还敢做我的梦

做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我只要抱着我

不要爱我做我的亲人

把手借我一天一分钟

让我还敢做我的梦

做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

1. i'm still feel like crying

2. i'm still heart-aching

3. i'm still dream about him every night

4. i'm still love the way he smile

5. i'm still love his joke

6. i'm still believe in him

7. i'm still looking at his picture

8. i'm still writing his name

9. i'm still miss him

10. i'm still love him....

Countdown!

2010-03-16T00:44:00.000-07:00

6 more days :)

And I having stomachache wtf -0- + I can't make "them" out smoothly~ wtf + turn up my ass hole is damn hurt ._. since last saturday, since i ate those poison Roti Canai i think, and after that I keep rush into toilet until yesterday, another ache AGAIN, toothache man dammit and my mom give me a Panadol. And after I swallowed it, i heard my mom "Eh, come here awhile, help me see when its expired date." Hell yeah, that Panadol expired at 2005.

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Morning Roman, I won't give you some. Shoo~

It's right timing

2010-03-14T03:54:00.000-07:00

Sunday, March 12, 2010, 8:37am:

She smiles and tears... yeah, it's a good timing to leave now.. :')

Thanks again to my dear, Elmira, she made my day, luckily I still got her :) Thanks and I love you :D

Again, hang out at Parkson today as usual, but this time we shopped until we broke, and I bought a pair of sandals, we have lunch at Secret Recipe and having tea break at Starbucks :) Well, only today I act so weird, 'cause..a reason I don't want to say much..

Maybe that's real, about when a person in sad mood, she didn't know that what she's doing. Well, I really feel better, and so happy that I finally bought that chio and white sandals at Vincci ^^ First time feel that shopping is so damn nice.

and having friends is so damn nice also :)

By the way, Keen, you still owe my Starbucks right? *evil grin*

I didn't cry..

2010-03-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

but it doesn't mean that I didn't feel sad..Well, seem that make a wish at 11:11 doesn't work at all, fool me so long..Damn, I'm still moody, since i get my spm result. Yup, today is a very important day to all 2009 SPM candidates, the truth I don't like to face about. I sad, very sad, through I know what will I get earlier, but still. Just wish that I'm still a high school student and everything can turn back again, I won't ponteng, I won't sleep during the class, I won't..Fine, it's too late to say that, it's over by the way. And my dog, roman, a sweet dog, now lying on my feet as to comfort me. Well, I feel better. At least, I can still in my collage. But I feel so sorry to my parent, I disappointed them :(

~~and I feel like crying silently~~

Once again

2010-03-09T19:38:00.000-08:00

OMFG to

LOMO Fisheye

View:

and this!!

LOMO AQUA PIX Waterproof Camera

View:

(all information came from here)

Aren't they so so cool? Cool than digital camera <3

Less than 20 hours

2010-03-09T01:26:00.000-08:00

Like omfg, SPM result is gonna out soon. Like omfg, 3 months is wasted by doing nothing. Like omfg, next next week is the day I move to KL. Wtf -0- I still haven't ready all the stuff that I need to bring over there. My god, 5 credit 5 credit please please please. It's kinda late to say like that again fml, I wonder what would I do if my result really didn't reach the target D: NO NO NO, cannot think like that! Must zhung zhung 5 credit. Oh shit, T_T Still nervous leh, oh mi god oh mi god. And I still haven't tell my bro that, my laptop got problem and need his help :C But I can't say to him, scared kena boom later. T_T FML. I'm gonna write a list, what else I haven't prepare. T_T My god, scared of facing new place and new people lmao, hope everything will turn well soon and I can be more brave again wtf T_T I'm not sure what I said just now, oh man, I'm so nervous about tomorrow. Kbye

still in "eenie meenie" mood

2010-03-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

Adding this into my shopping-list. Since that day i missed the pink, big and cool Vincci bag, I SWEAR I'm gonna find it back! Oh man, really regret that I didn't buy it and now IT'S GONE! D: I wish I can find it back, either in Miri or KL..Well, let's take a look at my shopping-list:

~~zip long wallet~~
pencil case
shopping + daily + big + chio bag
~~new phone~~
adorable phone chain (last time I saw one with the price RM39.90 wtf!)
~~watch~~
~~chio slippers~~
white sneaker

Pencil case huh, either at the Thai shop in Parkson and Rage. I spotted some while yesterday hunting for wallet, so strike-outed. Hmmm.. shopping + daily + big + chio bag huh, hunt it at KL before the orientation start, with my parent :3 adorable phone chain, hmm..try find a nice + usable + not like that fucking expensive one, yeah~ About white sneaker? hunt at KL also, so which mean, beside pencil case, I'm done with Miri-shopping-list lols. Okay, now just sit and wait until Eunice's birthday, my day to leave. Oh, and the bloody SPM result wtf -0-

Okay, good luck for all of you ~~but don't for me~~ Have a nice Monday wtf, I'm gonna clean up..

my messy table and bed.

Lastly I wanna say, though SE w705 is chio, but it got many problems -0- Seriously..FML

You can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind

2010-03-07T03:06:00.000-08:00

IT'S SUNDAY! which also means, MY SHOPPING DAY x3 Well, before that, please enjoy the new song i added just now, Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston. Thanks to ~~keen~~ PeiSin :3 Here's the lyrics:

Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla’ (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive
She can’t decide
She keeps on lookin’
From left to right

Girl, c’mon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin’ is so wrong
I’m Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love em’ and leave em’
And disappear right after this song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don’t leave me out here dancin’ alone

You can’t make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don’t waste my time, time, time, time, time
I’m not tryin’ to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’

Let me show you what your missin’
Paradise
With me you’re winning girl
You don’t have to roll the dice
Tell me what you’re really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya’

You seem like the type
To love em’ and leave em’
And disappear right after the song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don’t leave me out here dancin’ alone

Can’t make up your mind mind mind mind mind
Please don’t waste my time time time time time
Not tryin’ to rewind wind wind wind wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’

Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla’ (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla’ (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’

Can’t make up your mind mind mind mind mind
Please don’t waste my time time time time time
Not tryin’ to rewind wind wind wind wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova’

Okay, thanks to my DaSao too, for willing bring me this bored-head going outside, and qia me I'm loving it, and willing help me to check out all the wallets shop by shop from Imperial Mall to Parkson -0- Haha, and finally~ I BOUGHT THE WALLET!!!

Zebra zebra zebra, chio and cheap. Not like those ~~fake~~ Louis Vuitton. Even the fake one I also cannot afford FML. But hoh! I saw a pink LV and it's imba chio man wtf. The price more chio, RM135 wtf -0- Damn, I still need to live my life, so put it down and leave it in my dream *sob* T_T What! I got a cheap and nice wallet cannot meh? Zebra lagi x3 xin's ex-favor LOL. WOOT WOOT! I still keeping my word, don't waste money and now I slowly know that 节省也是一种美德 I can buy more thing with the money, oh yeah~

Well, do miss me and wtf, SPM result gonna out soon! 5 CREDIT PLEASE!!!!! Kay only this for today, I'm going to pray that I can get a 5 credit result every night before I get into my bed! Don't wish me by the way T_T Bye

p/s: the song nice kah? :3

Oh i love you ~

2010-03-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

everyday every night
every single day I want you
please don’t leave me alone
don’t leave me alone
I want you
I need you love you
I’m gonna take you

if you go say good bye
but you know this
I will always love you
bye bye if u go
say good bye
but you know this
I will always love you

oh I want to kill myself
I am just singing
I love you

I'm gonna repeat this song until I wanna smash my speaker <3

I'm just singing i love you..

Holy Shit

2010-02-25T01:05:00.000-08:00

This is really ~~fucking holy shit~~ B A D Oh, I really need somebody to slap me, and then kick my ass as hard as he/she can, and then fart on my face. OH MY OH MY OH MY! I can't break the word I said that day, STOP WASTING YOUR FORKING $$. But after I saw THIS, oh my oh my. Now I can feel how does my mom feel when she saw her favor Bonia handbag at Parkson. T_T Oh wait, I cannot let that two bloody words (~~I WANT~~) fill my mind, cool down, breath in, breath out, okay again, breath in, breath out...

Okay, I want that clutch. Ehh? but wait, there's no JC shop in Miri right? *google -ing* Yeah, but it available in KL. Oh dammit, I afraid that I can't stop myself spending money in KL when I go there. Rarrr!! .....Nicole, do you know how hard is it to earn money? Those are giving you for study, not for buying stuff. You have known that your daddy is old already, but he still continue his work, just to pay your bloody expensive collage fee. Okay okay okay that's enough..I'm so wrong ._. Forgive me that I didn't think about my family... But hell, "HI TO MY DEAREST SISTER!! HOW ARE YOU BEING LATELY? ERM, I GOT A STUFF NEED ASK YOU TO BUY..." Rofl, no no no cannot, I can't ask my big sister to buy my things again. Well, maybe I will just forget about it ._. I never ever go in the website, and I never ever saw that clutch, and I never ever think about want to buy it, and I never ever got write this post to show my anger and eager to get that, and just let everything..*sigh* Well, just forget all about it..

Sounds of heartache

2010-02-22T03:28:00.000-08:00

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你我不撤退

我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你我不撤退

我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖

不後悔有把握我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱爱
痛也很愉快

I keep repeating this song again and again and again and again, until my mom complain. Lols~ but I so love it x3 Let's repeat and repeat the melody, until that him can really know. Shit, don't talk about this. My granny gift me the snack I LOVE the most! YAY! My lovely and cute granny, donno why she has a daughter such like my mom lololol. Woot Woot!

!!!!! Potato Stick Potato Stick Potato Stick !!!!!

Thanks granny (L) & (K) But I'm afraid that if I eat whole this, gain weight again ROFL! ARGH~ nevermind. Woot potato stick potato stick!!! x3 By the way, while Roman is in his sweet dream...

Last day of CNY holiday

2010-02-21T00:31:00.000-08:00

Time passed faster than I thought, tomorrow is school reopen day D: but hey I'm not longer a high-school student anymore HAHAHAAH! Aw, I'm so bad, laughing at you guys, but hell I wish I have to go to school tomorrow, joke with my friends, sharing food during recess time, you should appreciate that. ~~though tomorrow you have to face the teacher you dislike~~ Oh man, I hate growing up. I more hate I-have-to-grow-up. I wish I can back to the asking-for-candy-age, oh shit, I've grown old, the fear of all females D:

Okay, stop the crap, I'm so forking bored alone at home now, and forking worry about gain weight -0- By the way, I go jogging every afternoon now, with my dog, roman. Erm, actually is he running in front and me chasing at the back -0- Specially when he saw his friend (fake charcoal ROFL) the black doggy. But today he bring me to a place, just opposite of my house, and I was like WOW, a big lake I never spot before, and wtf it just opposite my house -0- Yeah, 'cause surrounded my house mostly is forest, and that lake is so mystery. I wonder inside got the crocodiles or not wtf. If really have, ROMAN DO NOT GO OUTSIDE AGAIN! DO YOU HEAR ME?! If one day he like, playing with the "charcoal no.2" and accidentally fall into the lake..Oh my forking god! *touch wood touch wood* He couldn't able to climb up again 'cause it's really high and deep downward to the lake from the land D: But still, it has gorgeous view. If got chance I'll take a photo, before I go to KL, but need to reminds me HAHA.

Talk about KL, left one month to go ._. The thing I can't really let go is Roman ._. I'll miss him so badly for sure, and scared that I won't able to see him again after 1 year I come back, 'cause my mom like, you know everytime my house got a dog, my mom will like, at the first time she so like it and will take care of it, but at the end, she gave the dog away or just randomly abandon it on the street. It's one of the reason I hate her since I was just a kid. + my father, don't like animal + same gang with her wife + donno what's responsibility to animal, everytime open the gate and let the dog out, and act like "it's none of my business, it die? Die lah" _|_
If I really got the money, sure I will take roman to KL wtf. *sigh* I miss Ah Zhuang and Wewe, my two poor little babies *tears*

I ever warning them, if I didn't see Roman after one year, don't hope that I'll come back to Miri again. Cold-blooded human being. Ish, geramnya. Luckily Roman is the pro dog to act cute, but..*sigh* hard to say.

I shall stop typing again, if not I'll non-stop throwing rude words my parent. Don't blame me about this, 'cause you don't forking know about them. Well, haiz goodbye.

Life is not fair

2010-02-20T07:09:00.000-08:00

Everyone has different mind.. by the way, it's 11.11pm now, let me make a wish first..
Okay I'm done and..I forgot what I want to say -0- Oh never mind. I hanged out with my Big Wife" aka my best friend haha, she's my fashion and skin-care teacher, she teach me how to make-up/dress nicely and intro me the product of skin-care. Well I really learn a lot things from her. She is the one who teach me say no, she is the one who give me a hand when I'm in trouble, yeah she's just like another me :) She is Elmira Kakaka. Maybe she will reply "Waiseh~" if she saw this HAHA.

Yup, go shopping with her, Skin Food must be the first shop we visit. Nah, don't think that I can afford the cost of the product of Skin Food. I just go there and buy the nail polisher/mask only -0- HAHA. Yeah the products of the Skin Food is nice and quite cheap for normal women, who have work and got the payment. Well, I'm still poor enough to feed myself ._. and well, only a nail polish I still can afford by the way :) Love the colour x3

And now I realize I can't live without fake lashes omfg, is that good or bad? Arrr, never mind, lady love pretty, natural sight. I still love myself anyway, with lashes and without lashes :3

❥ you know you're awesome dear

Trust me, if not how the fairytale "Ugly Duck turning into Pretty Swan" came from? :) and I still need some Vitamin D wtf -0-

Day 6 of CNY

2010-02-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

Oh my, extremely tired now, and my feet is so damn hurt, 'cause of that stupid heels. In the day 6 of cny, me and eexin going parkson to watch Valentine Day + shopping, she bought the low shoes and I bought a useless phone silicon, which make my baby look so big and fat, and can't even fix in its small and cute glove. Ish, this really make me headache, and regret to buy that RM12 stupid thing. *sigh* I think I really need a Don't-waste-money-lesson :x

Talk about the Valentine Day movie, my comment is it's only for girls, I don't think boys like it, 'cause all the movie is talking about valentine, about love. Do you think that boys got patient to watch it until the end? Well, okay I admit it, I also feel a little bit bored and sleepy ROFL *smirk* but some part are really tearful, well maybe for me only i guess. Specially that part, erm about the old man answered the question, "how to keep him and his wife for so long?" kinda like that I forgot, and his answer make me cry, "because I'm married to my best friend" Awww~ so sweet ~~and there's a little bastard keep flying here and there in my room now wtf~~ And Taylor Swift is HOT with Jacob ~~I only know his character name in Twilight~~. Before I can finish my KFC with eexin, my mom called, "COME OUT NOW!" Yeah, heading to Sheryl's house~~ and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYN

And y'know what, I FOUND ROMANs' DADDY! ROFL~ in her house AHAHAAHAH (the dogs' name) maybe both of them can be friends <3 and Roman's getting naughtier and naughtier, and more clever -0- He like, knows what you're saying! Like yesterday, he sneak outside and playing in THE DRAIN WTF, and kena me scored when he back, and then he lay down and look at me, keep barking (erm it doesn't sounds like bark, more like dog and dog conversation) at me when I ask him "Didn't I tell you DON'T PLAY IN THE DRAIN?" "worffffff-eerrwooorfff" "COME HERE!" "eeerrr-wooorfff-wooorrrfff" I guess that means "MAI" =_= Sorry about that eerrwoorf lols~ maybe one day I'll video it. Okay, that's all for today, sweet dream <3

The reason

2010-02-17T20:15:00.000-08:00

Me, is just like wind, dislike to stay still in one place, since 2007 I started to blog, from
everythingisbullshit.blogspot.com ->
spooky-ouch.blogspot.com ->
mysixplusonestyle.blogspot.com ->
cherryblossom.onsugar.com ->
bcauseilu.blogspot.com
and then finally at
oh-itslessthanthree.blogspot.com
until now, I feel so speechless, and the blogging-mood is slowly disappear. But I still like to change my link Lmao. Delete the past, let's get something new <3

My new baby

2010-02-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

Woot! Am I dreaming now? In car just now :

You want what phone?
Sony Ericsson
What model one?
erm..W705?
Okay, we go see

Brother, Me

and now~

*deep breath* OMFG! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE PINK W705! SO CHIO <3 Oh my, thanks to my sister at taiwan, love you By the way, my parent are not happy seeing my sister buy a new phone for me, but hell you guess what, she buy them the flight ticket to LONDON!! That two pieces of paper cost RM6000++ WTF! Donno what the hell they jealous for *snort*

AWW! I'M SO HAPPY x3 I don't think that I'll get in sleep tonight LOLS, night <3